Immortality is earned Not Bought

I feel this~

the choice to live without peace,

in order for there to be peace~

In my heart, there is a home for peace.

In my world, there is none to be found.

A smile here and there, a remembrance of dancing freely in my colorful past...

but now there is only darkened glass..

I can close my eyes and remember feeling free in the light and wish it ...

still so....

still possible to love~♥that freely again.

Lo, I could go~to a time and place, my children have never seen~

Or I could make their dreams in the remembrance of mine~ demand their time~

We give so many dreams (to them) on videos and trips to "fantasylands".....

is it because we know the real ability for them to have our dreams is past??

That last veil is still dancing for me but I stay resolved to not let it fall~

nor let the weight of many gold coins, block me from seeing it wave~~

That is my lasting freedom~

my power and my perception.....

the last thing which has not been commercially removed, is my spirit~

it lives and dies with me~

Let them call me "dark"~

I am thus and proud of it~

It is because I have danced in the lights and seen truths

which would drive many to seek "strength" in bottles of delusion or mantras of peace~

I am in the darkness to define the light better~

my mind's theater~

my screening for the dreams~

to capture for my children.

Be it said, I searched earnestly in all corners and under all covers of lies~

Let the Universe declare my efforts, deserved vanity...

but only for the effort of it and not for my pride~

only for the strongest love inside~

the love of hope, the love of the dream

and the charity of my time to a better purpose...

Maybe it is the "Scot" in me, the Douglas Clan's motto of "Never in the rear" but always leading with the battle cry,

I would rather it be my Father's side of the Lockheart's, motto being "The one's who unlock hearts"

I know my posts are too long,

how does one express themselves without words??

I would love to see everyone's declarations to fight for the dreams of our children!!

That is just who I am and why I admire strong leaders...

words without actions, are only good in love songs...


Wednesday at 5:26pm


Immortality is earned not bought.

Of all of the historical events..two others come to mind.

First, is Bastille Day and the storming of the Palace and the beheading of Marie Antoinette....

by the people for the people...

a little known French man by the name of Napoleon became leader of the French Revolution.

Napoleon is known for his great love of ...

See Morehis children,

people were amazed that he would get down on the floor and allow them to ride on him like he was a horse..

His love for them did not stop because of anything else..not even the business of the day ;)

The next is Isis, her tragedy is so sad to me

and her spirit is so much with me these days.

Imagine no greater tragedy than having your husband (Osiris)

who is literally your brother,

whom you have known all of your life,

murdered by one of your children (Seth)

and that child murdered by your other child (Horus).

I cannot imagine but have perceived the sadness of this kind of loss....

How do you reside in the heavens with the shame of this?

How do you make peace with that curse?

Right now,

I believe that her strength is coming to light

and her determination as well as a lifetime of my own experiences are coming together.

The archaeologists are digging into the labyrinths in Giza.

Please send her your love today?

It is my understanding that she is here to end a very old curse brought about by the savagery of her own family

and the great love that she harbors for mankind.

After the innumerable years she has waited for this day...

she deserves a proper welcome and thanks.

I believe that a goddess wants love more than praise..

wants peace more than anything...especially if she is female........

It is why Osiris would not be the one returning for this day,

he is a murdered angry father, husband and brother.

He is the grandfather to cursed children and a land divided forever.

All things of unity are of God, all things of division are of evil.

I send my love to all of you through Isis love ♥

for all of them and it is in hopes of resurrecting an understanding for all people of what can be put to rest and what should not...

A really great book, by the author of Ben Hur, Lewis Wallace....

"The First Christmas" it is a most unusual rendition of the story of Christ's birth.

The recognition of Mary by the town's keeper....

the fact that she was a very young pregnant woman and Joseph begged for her to spend the night anywhere

but on ground colder than the climate of Nazareth,

fearing for her dead upon the frosted morning ground....

I was led to this book last night

and it's great beauty is in there and things that I had forgotten emerged.

There were no mangers in Bethlehem,

where they spent the night was in the caves of the people of King David

whom the book says,

include both Mary and Joseph but Mary most resembled King David.

She pulled back her veil as to the proof of it

and when the city keeper saw her golden hair and blue eyes,

he recognized her as a descendant and a person who had a blood right to sleep in her ancestor's cave that night..

The caves were used by Bedouin tribes to keep their animals...

because they could block the entrance ways.

There is much more to this story but suffices to say that blood carries with it two things...

great honor or great disgrace....

it is made fine with integrity and action

and it carries the actions of the people who will stand up for truth and love~

I wonder if Lewis Wallace carried the blood of his family's heritage with it too??

I wonder if he was a descendant of William Wallace??

Blessings and love to all of you ;))


Yesterday at 10:12am

Visitor from the tomb

On Sunday, May 30, 2010:
I came home after visiting the graves of my grandparents with my father to see several video which were sent to my Facebook inbox.
The person sending it was Myth Seeker and he had asked that I respond to his email "What I thought of it"?
I am not usually interested in the Egyptian mythology but I decided to take a look anyway and to respond to him.
Myth Seeker
May 30 at 6:38pm Story goes something like this.

There was a man called Edgar Cayce. He prophecies-ed that Atlantians left their knowledge on couple places around the world.
One of them is under the sphinx. Watch this video, it is simple great video...
http://www.hidden-truth.org/index.php/video/Ancient-Civilizations/Edgar-Cayce-Atlantis-Prophecies.html

Then check out this one:
http://www.hidden-truth.org/index.php/video/Ancient-Civilizations/Osiris-Shaft-Tomb-100-Feet-Deep.html

And to see for your self is there anything to it watch this video.
http://www.hidden-truth.org/index.php/video/Ancient-Civilizations/Giza-Plateau-Excavation-Photos-May-2010.html

Now tell me what You think about all this ;)

Tammy May 30 at 8:07pm
My reply is that the walls inside of this place have a knowledge of what occurred in this chamber.
I see flashes..not of hieroglyphics but of white writings in the stone...like an ancient form of invisible ink.
I feel as though there is a common chemical which is going to bring to light a form of communication which we did not previously realize was there.
I am Tambra, which means "seal" in both ancient Sanskrit and Arabic...my name is also synonymous with copper....I don't know why I feel compelled to tell you that but I have become almost like an oracle in the past few months..you ask the question..I already have the answer..
I have very bizarre REM sleep patterns (all of my life) but his story is something I want to see more on..it is part of my path....If you have a question..please ask....I am that person for that purpose...if you are looking, even my name comes out to a code from centuries of history that fall in place like tumblers of a lock.
I will leave it at this. If you want more.or get stuck, i am here, always.

Tammy May 30 at 10:11pm
It is not invisible ink...it is writing in lights
And I see 300 people dying...
The men need to get out of there..I am writing back to you to tell you this...They are not entering her chamber right...she is pissed off and is screaming mad!!

From there, I became aware that I was not alone any longer....I had a spirit visitor. I am used to very vivid dreaming but this was something very different: I contacted friends of mine to try to help me to deal with it in the best way possible. It took all of about an hour of pacing and re adjusting to get through this:

Tammy May 30 at 10:19pm
Those damned videos have opened pandora's box in my head!!
I see writing in lights on the white stone walls in the tombs of Osiris!
And a woman is in my head and she is PISSED off...
I see 300 people getting killed because they had invaded her bedchamber like...a "hedgehog" or some digging animal that shits all over the
place and she is pissed off!!

Tammy May 30 at 10:21pm
She says that she is from before time..that she is alone and that we are known to each other..it is so fucked up.....

Karen Ω May 30 at 10:24pm
Well you know they are doing secret excavations at Giza at the moment... it might have something to do with that. They are not allowing anyone to see what they have found .... can you see her, yes keep writing down what she's saying and you are seeing. I'm so busy at the moment with Jose's movie, contacting agents and celebs, I'm like a fart in a bottle pinging off the sides. You said she "looked" like a hedgehog - that actually mean something to me.... keep writing!

Tammy May 30 at 10:26pm
I am reeling..she stands very tall..much taller than any mummy but she is not a mummy..she says that people presume wrongly..

Tammy May 30 at 10:30pm
And she is a clear hologram vision....not a hedgehog..she says that the men digging into her bedchambers are like animals..like "hedgehogs" or some similar animal...that they are crude and their eyes are rude...the writing is coming out of all of the walls unto her....her is her and me..like coding the same..
I can read hieroglyphics but it is not that anyway..it is knowledge. All knowledge...
That tomb is going to open soon....and the energy inside is going to come out..the knowledge is there and they are already removing things that they should not move...she is really in my head pissed off!!

Karen Ω May 30 at 10:30pm
Does she look like a hedgehog though? As that is extremely sacred to them - they drew them along with the Crocodiles but the Hedgehog is actually larger than a "person", stands on two feet not four. Same?

Tammy May 30 at 10:32pm
How they touch those things are going to unleash death to the first 300 who are digging wrongly...they will end up in death...
But the knowledge is loosed improperly...vainly and wrongly, with the wrong intentions and use than what it is supposed to be for.

Tammy May 30 at 10:34pm
She is sick..and expected more of us but is here nonetheless....and will deliver what we look for and she says that the "head was a joke" it was the only funny thing that she has eluded to at all

Tammy May 30 at 10:35pm
No, she is a really tall woman..6+ feet

Tammy May 30 at 10:36pm
But she is damnable angry woman..but not at me..not mad at me..like being mad at me is not her intention..she is asking for women??

Tammy May 30 at 10:36pm
I hate it because I do not know any mythology..I suck at it!!

Tammy May 30 at 10:37pm
At first I thought the writing was invisible ink of sorts...that it would take a common chemical to show up..that was before she started talking in my head.

Karen Ω May 30 at 10:38pm
Well they are certainly digging and bring things out and NOT allowing the press or anyone in on it. So they must be finding "a lot" of things. and she's right the men doing this are all "dogs" and hedgehogs as they're not doing it right - I'm not surprised she is pissed off.

Tammy May 30 at 10:38pm
And then the vision of her...all of the walls are lit with words..like the stones themselves see what comes into the room and that they have a secret knowledge to show

Tammy May 30 at 10:39pm
My head hurts from the room..but so does hers from the strain of the culture coming at her..like a crash course..and she can see me and my thoughts...

Tammy May 30 at 10:40pm
Karen..I hope she sees you too!! You are more equipped for this than me..much more!!

Tammy May 30 at 10:42pm
The presence is going to kill the impure....it is not her..she says..it is not her..it is their thinking...

Tammy May 30 at 10:43pm
I tell you it is scaring me..but yet she is trying to be calm to me..to be a calm voice..she says they will die and bring the ladies...

Tammy May 30 at 10:43pm
What does she mean??

Karen Ω May 30 at 10:46pm
Yes it's all what Edgar Casey saw - A LOT OF KNOWLEDGE they are finding now and it needs to go public. I've been posting about it for days and so have others. There are things in that tomb that will change history - and we the public need to hear about it. But so far they are blocking us at finding out anything at every single turn.

I have actually just posted a story from the old "Sightings" program on Edgar Casey (right after it is a post about the "dig"). You might want to watch the Casey one to bring you up to speed if you don't know about what he said they would find during the "dig" they are doing now.


Tammy May 30 at 10:46pm
There is a "C" that is see on one of 4 obelisks and I see four women between them

Karen Ω May 30 at 10:47pm
Write this all up on word pad or something Tammy, so you don't forget anything. This could be very important.

Tammy May 30 at 10:47pm
I was sent the link to 3 videos from a stranger who I cannot find now

Tammy May 30 at 10:47pm
he asked me to respond to what I thought...

Tammy May 30 at 10:47pm
When I did, all of facebook went weird on me

Tammy May 30 at 10:48pm
Ok..ttyl!!!

Tammy May 30 at 11:08pm
I see the number 300 and I see death...I see anger over stupidity and men getting trapped by their own foolishness.
There is no need to see into Pandora's box..it is a "released paradox"???
Whatever that means..There are things taken away now that will have to be put back...they are "essential"

Tammy May 30 at 11:10pm
and the writing is in the walls...not on them but "in" them...
It does not matter who is going in right now..they will not see in the walls

Tammy May 30 at 11:12pm
I see it..like glow in the dark but I do not make it out..she assures me that I know it but I am not seeing it..

Tammy May 30 at 11:21pm
I will be better in a few hours..hopefully.ttyl!!

Isis Tale: June 3, 2010

Isis Tale: June 3, 2010

Today at 1:37pm
And when the dragons have nothing to kill but themselves..
cannibals they be~with their viciousness in their fallen reality.
Crisis for Isis and love's lessons seen @@~
they came to see that Mary had been~
And from David to Wallace's blood ~♥~ they came to stand in the gap's flood ;)
In every chosen destiny is accepted fate))))*(((( A properly dressed poetic date.
Carry his heart in a cleverly bound lie [CJ] Flowing truth can not be long denied~
Risen words like butterflies caressing }!{ Lifting lies beyond the brute suppressing
Hierarchy leaves whimpering defeated}; ;{ tails tucked to Isis Matriarchy mass meted

Children turn up your eyes let my weeping wet them from my tears
I kiss your face with lips silent ages and sing you awake...awake!!
I have paced the underworld and with eyes so wide open redness
Currents deep of dis chord, the vibrations poor laid, I paid~with time.
Love each other as I am to you, love and mother hear me cease~
You have bid entry, come in..
I prepare a place at my side

Come to me dear groom and bride
Sit with me the fields, the seeds
Ears of blood hear my wisdom
Hear it before you see the light

Stir the orbs of future humans
Spin this cocoon of wise reeds
Float the basket up the Nile
See the place of blessed child

No new pain is on this earth
No new drama is of this time
No new nightmares in this day
Corruptions metals rusted pay

Obsessions pedestal I am perched
Coming from the tombs of worth
Choices come to those who know
What to keep or where we go
Take your golden bristled brush
Run it through my hair turned white
Removed so fiercely from dark delight
You are the Lords of day or night,

Skies of flights without the wings
without the dark thickened blood
which you have cast on my water

Is it so, yes it is, see me cringe
gentleness is not used to me
I feel the brush of your begot
lacking kindness, lacking thought

Whipping my neck from how you pull
This is the child this is my fool
This is the curse of the cruel
Nana, nana, ma na, man

Can I catch your evil hand
Show you how to please my souls
Show you how to stroke my passage
Show you how to push into a better place?

Ecstasy is not an impossibility
Lay your trails most divine
Lips to mouth~kiss poisons away
Healing play~filling vessels

Secrets shared the way in
Use the wisdom for blissful kiss
Use the incense, Use the intents
One is dead and two are gone

Leaving us to crowns of thorns
Leaving us as hollow horns
Leading us by men of mourn
Like naked lost sheep, shorn
Be reborn!! Be reborn!!

Two are live the Groom and Bride
Waters bright and intelligent
Rain into them my wise tears
Let their spawns live no fears!
Resonate in every cell
Isis tale, hermana, His ma na sail~~~


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