Immortality is earned Not Bought

I feel this~

the choice to live without peace,

in order for there to be peace~

In my heart, there is a home for peace.

In my world, there is none to be found.

A smile here and there, a remembrance of dancing freely in my colorful past...

but now there is only darkened glass..

I can close my eyes and remember feeling free in the light and wish it ...

still so....

still possible to love~♥that freely again.

Lo, I could go~to a time and place, my children have never seen~

Or I could make their dreams in the remembrance of mine~ demand their time~

We give so many dreams (to them) on videos and trips to "fantasylands".....

is it because we know the real ability for them to have our dreams is past??

That last veil is still dancing for me but I stay resolved to not let it fall~

nor let the weight of many gold coins, block me from seeing it wave~~

That is my lasting freedom~

my power and my perception.....

the last thing which has not been commercially removed, is my spirit~

it lives and dies with me~

Let them call me "dark"~

I am thus and proud of it~

It is because I have danced in the lights and seen truths

which would drive many to seek "strength" in bottles of delusion or mantras of peace~

I am in the darkness to define the light better~

my mind's theater~

my screening for the dreams~

to capture for my children.

Be it said, I searched earnestly in all corners and under all covers of lies~

Let the Universe declare my efforts, deserved vanity...

but only for the effort of it and not for my pride~

only for the strongest love inside~

the love of hope, the love of the dream

and the charity of my time to a better purpose...

Maybe it is the "Scot" in me, the Douglas Clan's motto of "Never in the rear" but always leading with the battle cry,

I would rather it be my Father's side of the Lockheart's, motto being "The one's who unlock hearts"

I know my posts are too long,

how does one express themselves without words??

I would love to see everyone's declarations to fight for the dreams of our children!!

That is just who I am and why I admire strong leaders...

words without actions, are only good in love songs...


Wednesday at 5:26pm


Immortality is earned not bought.

Of all of the historical events..two others come to mind.

First, is Bastille Day and the storming of the Palace and the beheading of Marie Antoinette....

by the people for the people...

a little known French man by the name of Napoleon became leader of the French Revolution.

Napoleon is known for his great love of ...

See Morehis children,

people were amazed that he would get down on the floor and allow them to ride on him like he was a horse..

His love for them did not stop because of anything else..not even the business of the day ;)

The next is Isis, her tragedy is so sad to me

and her spirit is so much with me these days.

Imagine no greater tragedy than having your husband (Osiris)

who is literally your brother,

whom you have known all of your life,

murdered by one of your children (Seth)

and that child murdered by your other child (Horus).

I cannot imagine but have perceived the sadness of this kind of loss....

How do you reside in the heavens with the shame of this?

How do you make peace with that curse?

Right now,

I believe that her strength is coming to light

and her determination as well as a lifetime of my own experiences are coming together.

The archaeologists are digging into the labyrinths in Giza.

Please send her your love today?

It is my understanding that she is here to end a very old curse brought about by the savagery of her own family

and the great love that she harbors for mankind.

After the innumerable years she has waited for this day...

she deserves a proper welcome and thanks.

I believe that a goddess wants love more than praise..

wants peace more than anything...especially if she is female........

It is why Osiris would not be the one returning for this day,

he is a murdered angry father, husband and brother.

He is the grandfather to cursed children and a land divided forever.

All things of unity are of God, all things of division are of evil.

I send my love to all of you through Isis love ♥

for all of them and it is in hopes of resurrecting an understanding for all people of what can be put to rest and what should not...

A really great book, by the author of Ben Hur, Lewis Wallace....

"The First Christmas" it is a most unusual rendition of the story of Christ's birth.

The recognition of Mary by the town's keeper....

the fact that she was a very young pregnant woman and Joseph begged for her to spend the night anywhere

but on ground colder than the climate of Nazareth,

fearing for her dead upon the frosted morning ground....

I was led to this book last night

and it's great beauty is in there and things that I had forgotten emerged.

There were no mangers in Bethlehem,

where they spent the night was in the caves of the people of King David

whom the book says,

include both Mary and Joseph but Mary most resembled King David.

She pulled back her veil as to the proof of it

and when the city keeper saw her golden hair and blue eyes,

he recognized her as a descendant and a person who had a blood right to sleep in her ancestor's cave that night..

The caves were used by Bedouin tribes to keep their animals...

because they could block the entrance ways.

There is much more to this story but suffices to say that blood carries with it two things...

great honor or great disgrace....

it is made fine with integrity and action

and it carries the actions of the people who will stand up for truth and love~

I wonder if Lewis Wallace carried the blood of his family's heritage with it too??

I wonder if he was a descendant of William Wallace??

Blessings and love to all of you ;))


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